November 2009
“i’m sorry, but I’m just thinking of the right words to say. I know they don’t...”
& all i want to do
is scream i love you but I’m afraid of what you’ll do so i sit here, silent but screaming on the inside
you wanted me out of your life, so im out What more could you possibly want?
“Me: Good Night
Him: Good Night Tanya
Me: * types i love you* -chickens out- *...”
“And I’m scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I’m...”
I’m dying to scream out i love you but im afraid you’ve moved on to another girl a girl i cant stand promise me,
you wont give her your heart because you still have mine
“After all the thousand times I’ve told you I love you, how could you let one...”
– Edward Cullen, New Moon
“I can’t live in a world where you don’t exist”
Fuck Story Books & fairytales about love Baby, let’s write the world best seller :)
i love him because he remembers all the little things & phrases i used to say when we were dating, and he’ll say them to me once in a blue moon & every time he does my heart beats faster <3
“I know I’m bad at showing it, but I really do love you. Have you noticed how I...”
– two-double-nine-three
poeticheartache (via coolsundays)
(via inkless-pen)
EXACTLY!!!!!
(via becauseitmakesmesmile)
Have you ever just wanted to curl into one big ball with a gigantic blanket, drinking hot coco as the tears fall into your cup? Yeah it’s one of those days for me
Two Simple Words
Two words They are simple but they cut her deep deeper then anything she’s ever heard It feels as though your heart is being ripped out from her body & she bleeds She bleeds not blood, but sorrow, grief, and truth Never before has she been so real As the tears wash over her face bringing with it every last piece of her colt black make-up Her skin is bare As the moon casts it’s light across her...
Today during second period, out of routine
I got out of class to come visit you, one my way I realized… we’re no longer talking I spent 5 minutes walking around the school
Lets go
Where the daffodils grow
Where we breath in the magic
Exhale our worries
Where the fireflies Tell their stories
Where we can just lay in the grass
Staring at the sky as the clouds create a movie
A place with just you & I
Find me this place this magical place & I promise my heart will come too
How can two days seem like a lifetime i suppose missing a part of you
can put a strain on your heart & mind
I do miss you but I’ll leave you alone
& let you do you….
As hard as that is
A Mile
What seems like a mile is only a few steps
Through a gloomy lit hallway with whispers that fill the silence
The gaze of eyes, seem to pierce your soul
You mind is going a mile per minute
Wondering what’s being said you can no longer take it you break down as the stream of salty tears run down your face you run, away from your past, present & future one moment changing your whole life the...
“When it comes down to it, let them think what they want. If they care enough to...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via woocie)
Hello My Friend ( response to good-bye my friend)
Hello my friend ( response to Good-bye my friend) It’s been years now since I’ve last seen you I cant lie I’ve began to miss you you were apart of me for 5 years 5 years that may not have been the best As happy as people are to see you out of my life I want you back You may have torn me apart, Been the cause for my self destruction BUT YOU WERE APART OF ME Something I could never let go no matter...
Good-Bye My Friend
I met you a few years ago but people became suspicious so we had to stop i thought it would be forever & i can’t lie, i was happy about that but now you’ve come back to me helping me ruin my life slowly ending it you’ve made me become self-destructive you’ve become my disease i pretend you’re not there but you always are with my friends, family, even when im alone...
Today i had a big piece of me taken away not just taken away but stolen
no it was no my heart, but it was something straight from my heart it meant the world to me it had my whole like summed up onto one sheet of paper a piece of paper that is now probably food for the plants
I pray that I will find it soon I’ve looked everywhere my clean room now looks like a tornado passed through it
Even...
“Have you ever found the one
You’ve dreamed of all your life
You’d...”
– Have you ever- Brandy everytime i hear this song i think of you
“Sometimes you need a breakdown. One of those yell at everyone, cry until you...”
– (via idareyoutoclickthis)
I remember when you let me have one of these. We stood by the water late at night and I just screamed till I cried and you held me even when I tried not to let you. You let me shout at you knowing it was for someone else. You gave me the power to hurt you.
And I didn’t,...
itsalwaysyou:
chatterboxsnails:
I do want to talk to you. I really, really do. I’m just too afraid to bother you.
That’s exactly it.
& it just hit me like a ton of bricks after everything i thought i knew
everything i thought i wanted everything i though i needed i just realized how much i miss you,want you, need you
but i could never tell you that,
because the pain of being hurt
outways the pain of lying to myself & you
